Honesty

Yesterday I was being honest.
To myself and to a certain someone. Which was a really rare thing. I am a good pretender. Usually. So, well these few days seems like suddenly I think it's time to be honest to myself, and so I did. It felt good to do that yesterday, to actually for once, just be totally honest.. but today I felt crappy. Why oh why I decided to do that yesterday?!? am i out of my mind or what. Maybe in a way it can make things better, but on the other way it might make it worse, much much worse.
Damn..Life is not fair.