Cold and dark winter

It's been super cold since yesterday :(
it's sunny, but it's cold.. cold cold cold
even now i'm actually wearing my coat & scarf in comp lab.. and still feel cold.
and tired. sleepy.
I hate winter..no more sunshine at 4pm.. it makes me feel very un-energised. Plus also it even colder in the stables.

Went to KCLMSS in tiger2x on tuesday nite. Had fun cos its been ages since we all went out and club. Used to do that quite often when we just came here 3yrs ago, everytime we went to london almost always went to club. I think after a while, its not so exciting anymore. Go club once in a while is ok tho, a nice change from everyday routine. Yan & Sasha went to our place to get ready beforehand, it makes me miss the nights we used to spent dressing up & getting ready together for xmas dinners/end of term party/etc back then in concord.

Got so many errands to run today. Feels like 24 hrs a day is really not enough sometimes. Finally able to secure an appointment with the austrian embassy on 20th of nov, dunno whether gonna hv enough time or not to apply for szech visa after that cos act austria visa only need 1 week to apply, but for indonesians & a few other country might take up to 3-4 weeks! bloody hell.
Also managed to call my dad today and got a bad news, apparently our horse carer is thinking to quit his job cos he was scolded by the stable's manager. Oh no, no no no...cos he knows Kim, Chief, and Zinnie inside out. So far he's been one of the best groom i ever had. Damn. I txted him today saying hopefully he won't quit. Another not so good news is abt opa, now he can't walk at all anymore.It's so sad..he used to b so full of life. Picking me up at school, but now its as if he has lost his spirit to live anymore. Which is like, the worst thing tht can happen if say, you're 80 yrs pld, got high blood pressure & diabetes. Not so good.
A few happy news as well.. laras is better, she isn't so sad anymore with Nikki gone..then abe gonna get married in november (seriously, i miss all of my friends/cousins weddings!). Spoke to mum as well. She got e pictures i emailed her yesterday and she said we all looked good (its e pic from clubbing & lebaran in indo embassy).

Hmmhh..
yah.. i dunno, i think today i feel a bit like a loner. Just like to be alone sometimes. And finish up all the errands i need to do for the day. Went to careers fair today, the only company that interest me is P&G. Plus they ran a 3-months paid summer internship. Hmm..might do that probably.
Gonna go and swim now..before i freeze to death in this freezing computer lab xp