Blah, i guess i was being too melodramatic the past few days. Now i feel much better. The attention had stopped. Not that I want it to continue, but to be honest i do miss it a bit..a teeny-weeny bit. Yesterday I made a deal with myself to respect a certain person's decision. This is it, I can finally start to think that this is the real closure.. no more hanging in between. No more loose ends.

I really can start to see the silver lining of the whole thing, after this long.

fiuhhh...

but sometimes I still wonder why I always attract the wrong person. at the wrongest time.